not yours, not mine

July 15, 2009 by eeriesilence

The moon bleeds in the gory sky,
There is no ray of sunshine,
The stars melt, the candle fades.
No shadows to see, not yours, not mine

A ghost from past haunts me,
No image it has, no mark it leaves.
No words said, emptiness rests.
No voice heard, not yours, not mine

A shadow to light demises before me,
No pain it has, no agony it feels.
Death, romance dance together.
No touch felt, not yours, not mine

A poem I write, no words I have
No feelings I have, no aims sublime.
The intensity in gore is all I have.
No one’s possession, not yours not mine.

We walk on the path destined.
The strata of revelations and confines.
A conundrum of past and future I solve,
No decision made, not yours, not mine

cemetry of glee

March 2, 2009 by eeriesilence
i stud my words on this dark canvas,
my thoughts and grief i weave,
a shoulder, a hand, i crave for,
a secret in my eyes concealed.

a cry unheard, a heart that bleeds,
my soul dies with dead leaves,
demised my hopes, slain my aims,
engraved in chapters of life i read.

lifeless my passion , useless my fight,
conundrum of fate i perceive.
rosary of memories, my last belonging,
with the last prayer and plea.

majestic madness, seductive sadness,
gifts from God, received.
this untracked path i walk on,
cemetry of glee i reach…

smoked carnival of love

March 2, 2009 by eeriesilence
The cigarette burns, silence resonates,
Swirling in the smoke, your voice, my name,
Words said, promises made, rotate….
I marvel, “is everything same?”

In the flame burns my bleeding heart,
I give death to immortal love,
I sever life’s darkest part,
The last beacon in dusk.

My memories, I burn one by one,
I see vital signs vanish.
Stinging me, deeds undone.
Array of thoughts, I banish.

Dreams shattered, now depart…
The last hopes, I discard.
Swirling in the smoke, your voice, my name
The cigarette burns, silence resonates.

dark spell intoxicates

February 7, 2009 by eeriesilence

Intoxicated I am, black magic captivates,
Silence ventriloquist, apparitions dictate,
Fragrance demised, darkness saturates,
Thoughts deep down deploy, memories subjugate.

Sacred secrets, promises, chapters unveil,
Night palling the sky, beams curtail,
Shadows sink, love’s symphony resonates,
Oblivious I lie, your touch sedates…..

Emotions the dice, agony the fate,
A moral repentance persuades.
Unheard fables, the eyes narrate,
Stars shine, dark spell enunciates.

The clock ticks, the pendulum oscillates,
Colors are my words, poem a gothic portrait.
I bury in recollections I eradicate,
Predictions, apprehensions, black magic relate.

rain’s engravement

January 18, 2009 by eeriesilence
Rain hitting the wicket, yells the lightening,
Moon vanished, darkness reigning,
I sit forlorn, clock keeps ticking,
Your ghost shines, goes wondering….

Love touched me was never mine,
There lies a burning to every luminescence,
A sacred worship within the heart,
My soul feeling your frankincense,

The tumultuous clap, in a moment it dies,
Rain touching my hands, heaven cries,
My pain, my words, my wounds, my sighs,
Disappearing in dark, your shadow denies…

My love story engraved in scriptures forgotten,
The sad song again sings your reflection,
Paralyzing my thoughts, my imagination,
Journeying through a world of damnation….

A world lying beyond the broken promises,
Hope demises, last dream collapses.
Rain hitting the wicket, yells the lightening,
Your ghost shines, goes wondering….

eclipsed

December 11, 2008 by eeriesilence
My empty hands, smoke in my eyes,
Scorched desires, hope that dies,
Fantasy of rich, the point of demise,
Left in my lap, here it survives.

Unfulfilled wishes and my inaudible cries,
Buried in my soul, they wake up, revive,
Paradox my life, acceptance, denials,
A fable with deprivations concise.

Horrendous winds, the fierce propulsion,
Each rain drop craving my unsaid temptation,
Stagnant life in catastrophic levitation,
No way to eschew my emotional eruption.

A morsel I yearn for, no shoes in my feet,
Poverty snatches dreams from my sleep,
Eerie silence palling me, dark eclipse I see,
Barren tree, the weeping shade and incomplete me.

fragile world of my dreams

December 11, 2008 by eeriesilence
There is a fragile world of my dreams,
Love, memories I build it from,
Lost in wilderness of dark, wherever it seems,
Oblivious, I walk on, I dream on….

My world, a dice on board of destiny,
Starts in myself, ends in my spirit,
Everlasting love, lasting to eternity,
Oblivious, a mythical image I worship…

Statues of hidden past, I engrave…
Frozen where left, I crave,
I still stand on that static stage,
Searching within, smoke of my rage…

Tears of wax, photographs, torn letters,
Apparitions, You, I, the only characters.
Give me a moment of affection , just once.
Together, as this wick and the candle.

Let me be blasphemous, let me touch this sanctity,
Shatter the beads of this ethereal rosary,
Lonesome, this cruel December, I, incomplete.
If your sight ever tempts for me…

Sinking in night, painted by eerie silence.
Levitating my verses in your absence…
Lost in wilderness of dark, wherever it seems,
Oblivious, I walk on, I dream on….

plea to a mythical goddess

December 11, 2008 by eeriesilence
Nay, don’t touch me, don’t touch my sleep,
Allure me not, for you ignite within me,
Seducing my soul, leaving it incomplete,
Oh mythical goddess, don’t haunt me…

A moment of your presence, a moment of ecstasy,
A moment of silence, a moment of serenity,
A moment of darkness, a moment of religiosity,
A moment of demise, a moment of melancholy,

Your shadows, I chase on murky labyrinths,
In virtues, vice, my finite existence
The insane temptation now born within,
Free me from myself, my deadliest sins,

Nay don’t unite with me, for you slay me,
Virtual reflections echo and I bleed,
Go away; your breaths suffocate me,
You are all I crave for, all that I need…

You mythical goddess of memories, emerge into reality,
Sink into me, a journey of mortality to immortality,
Seducing my soul, leaving it incomplete,
Oh mythical goddess, don’t haunt me

the lost chapter

November 12, 2008 by eeriesilence
the prologue

Waves wash down the written names,
Deep blue sea, where darkness reigns,
Standing on the coast, viewing the dark castle,
Waiting for a tempest disguising a miracle,

They say behind these dark walls dwells an empress,
Empowers rage, sade, nothingness, sadness,
The day you meet her as the sea meets the shore,
Disturbed for good, your heart, mind and soul…

Off goes her veil and starts the eclipse,
Sinking my thoughts, my words, verses,
Darkness of the lashes, now shadows the sun,
Twinkling stars of midnight, mercilessly shunned…

Cursed the coast, by touch of her solitude,
Black hair opens, damnation continues,
Her cloak palls horizon, nearer to me she moves,
“Trespassers of forbidden sanctuary, it’s time to be sued”

Stabs me in my heart, begins a tempest,
Queries unsatisfied, thoughts restless,
Another demise in the endless book of necromancy,
The fable hallucinates in the sea’s currency

Waves wash down the written names,
Deep blue sea, where darkness reigns,
Standing on the coast, viewing the dark castle,
Waiting for a tempest disguising a miracle,

They say behind these dark walls dwells an empress,
Empowers rage, sade, nothingness, sadness,
The day you meet her as the sea meets the shore,
Disturbed for good, your heart, mind and soul…

Off goes her veil and starts the eclipse,
Sinking my thoughts, my words, verses,
Darkness of the lashes, now shadows the sun,
Twinkling stars of midnight, mercilessly shunned…

Cursed the coast, by touch of her solitude,
Black hair opens, damnation continues,
Her cloak palls horizon, nearer to me she moves,
“Trespassers of forbidden sanctuary, it’s time to be sued”

Stabs me in my heart, begins a tempest,
Queries unsatisfied, thoughts restless,
Another demise in the endless book of necromancy,
The fable hallucinates in the sea’s currency

The domain is cursed, banished the sunshine,
Angelic appearances, devilish deeds,
This is how it goes, but life,
A mirage of the sinful, the divine

the monologue

‘Who has slept the God or me?
Changes emerge from infidelity!
Atheist I am, my crown—my cruelty,
A saga of pain leads to serenity”

“I will shatter innocence, simplicity,
Break the thread of this divine rosary,
An angel the Satan also was,
Unfulfilled was his desired decree”

“I can walk on the path of my choice,
Why to choose piety?
Unanswered prayers, sacrifices,
Are endows of religiosity”

Why remember God if He doesn’t remember us?
“True love gives no agony”
the fellow men should not be hurt,
but what if He writes such a destiny”

“Doomsdays come and they go,
Forgotten His promise, has He?
I can’t revert the past, alas!
Punished I was for my undid deeds”

“Snatched was my honor, my glee,
Did the God not see?
Are these principles not cruel?
Seeing every time your hands empty”

“ Imurdered innocence in my dark domain,
I am no sinner, believe me,”
Says the empress to herself,
“A soul, from pain, I released”

the revival

Wakened up is the dead girl,
“I am an angel personified,
And to make the good reign,
My Lord has granted me life.

For sure, The Hand writes destiny,
And He pens our demise,
We always get what we deserve,
My dear, it is life!

Tell me after bearing all this,
Are you still not alive?
Becoming evil is all but your choice,
And for what you did you cry!”

You re did what was done to you,
You thought that was fine,
For what did you punish me?
Would you please cite me my crime?

Past cannot be changed, I agree,
But still continues your life,
And He gives, and forgives,
And extends for you the time

Did you ever ask him again?
For your honor, a cloud nine,
You became a Satan’s disciple,
And forgot Him in your pride”

“We architect our own fate,
Witness the dark and sunshine,
It is the One above testing,
What I make of mine”

“You blame Him, You forget Him,
He gives you no more pain,
And you cladded yourself in a shell,
Of gore and disdain”

“You forget to become a human first,
To become the God, you tried,
You wanted the evil to reign,
Gave innocence every time a demise,”

“To your self imposed principles,
You subjected your life,
To make yourself satisfied,
Yes, you sinned, you lied”

repentance

Shunned is the dark domain,
The castle turns to debris,
The shell gets broken and behold,
Cries a sinned spirit

“I forgot the code of my life,
The God, I did blame,
I walked on the track,
Leading to nothingness and pain..

My hands turned to claws,
That I never saw,
I am in fact nothing of nothing,
Before my supreme Lord.

I condemned God for my fate,
Denied Him heart in heart,
Closed my eyes for the light,
And became a dice in dark

I was the supporter of what I hated,
I murdered, I stole, I lied,
To quench my vampire thirst,
I tarnished so many lives.

I can’t go in front of my Lord,
No mercy I can ask for,
I stabbed my self with my sword,
And now I repent, I cry….

death

The empress was now a human being,
Her claws turned to hands,
Washed were her sins with here tears,
Mercy to her was lent…

She now rests in her grave,
That no one ever visits,
A lost chapter she is now,
Like a leaf in wind, that drifts

story in eyes

November 12, 2008 by eeriesilence
Eyes, these mesmerizing eyes, reveal a sacred story,
Buried in soul, the secrets of love, the infinite misery,
Venom of repentance runs in my corpse, static estuary,
Bleeding feet walking on labyrinths, heart pealing for mercy

The moment of separation, a statue I remain,
Frozen, alone, I stand, the memory sustains,
Empty handed now I am, was king of my domain,
Signs to return vanish, I stare, insane.

Haunted by the cold wind, the past seduced,
Again sing the dead leaves, the autumn prelude,
Images of you and I in shades of trees nude,
The eyes shed tears, ahhh, reminiscence intrudes,

Burning chapters of my life, scorched each page,
No moral of this fable, no script, no dates,
Three characters it all has, love, repentance and rage,
Life keeps oscillating between love and hate

Venom of repentance runs in my corpse, static estuary,
Bleeding feet walking on labyrinths, heart pealing for mercy,
No affection left for me now, destined I Am with this destiny,
Buried in soul, the secrets of love, the infinite misery,