dancing on heaven

dancing on the heaven, angels and apparitions,
engraving a scripture, the stars in motion,

leaves and dew , praying in silence
nests on branches,majestic splenduors…

speaking divinity, simplicity vehement,
angelic appearances, devilish intentions,
acts of mischeif, concealed innocence,
ahh people are they, poison sweetened,
demised ,broken, dreams,expectations,
feelings buried, dead emotions,
bestowed upon us by false relations,
leaving us all with, bleeding recollection

fear

False evidences appearing real ,
imprisoned in the clutches of cruel realities ,
clad in the apparel of torment and anguish ,
the whole world in front of me ,
the sun concealing in the dark sky ,
the dove in its nest breaking down ,
the crowd on a shipwreck entangled in the tempestuous sea ,
the woman hiden behind a rock in the war ,
an innocent child kidnaped from the playground ,
a girl of five sold for few dimes ,
the trees under the violent thunderclap .
a drug addicted boy undergoing eunasia ,
a teenage girl humiliated in day light ,
fear reigns everywhere,……….
the frail candle flame as it melts ,
the mountain as the lava erupts ,
the dim stars in the universe in scrimmage with the dawn ,
the starved tantalizing for few morsels ,
indebted insolvent on a death bed ,
people in slums in a thunderstorm ,
all supressed by the necromancy of fear….

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loneliness

castle of spirits , in a kingdom of loneliness ,
souls drenched in torment and agony ,
reigns here , loneliness,its cruel nacromancy ,
absorbed in anguish and meloncholy ,
lonely as a falg on the pole ,
alone as a moon in eclipse ,
a deadly cobra in an unpaved desert ,
a statue standing on the crag of a fort ,
an unfathomable sea in a storm horrendous ,
a single tree tree left in a burnt forest ,
a wilted leaf in a grassy meadow ,
a pebble being thrown in a quagmire ,
waterfalls and cascades in the mist ,
a founatin that runs no more in a haunted house ,
as lonely as a land after wrath ,
or just like an old librarian in the library ,
an ancient fossil in the glass case of a museum ,
debirs and remnants of a dead city ,
a spider in the web it weaves ,
a bottle of perfume lying in the trash can ,
all victims to the disguised pain of loneliness…….

nothingness

Nothingness—an end to a nugatory life ,
broken ,hollow,numb and demised ,
just like a wilted bud with no fragrance ,
or a dark sky with no moon ,
a rock that gives birth to no flower after a monsoon ,
like a wilted leaf getting no life from the dew ,
a cukcoo shot dead in Autumn with its melodious songs ,
a quagmire in the hope to be fertile ,
as hollow as the deserts after rivers turned their paths ,
a house burnt that is a dwelling no more ,
a lamp without oil that cannot light up,
filters in the ash tray , cigarettes no more ,
blizzards on the peaks , deserts without breeze ,they sore,
a wel dried up ,that no one visits ,
a tree chopped down ,where no child sits ,
a page that is torn, torn is the writing ,
broken windows that cease hurricanes no more!
worn out curtains ,subjected to sunlight ,not in vogue
a pen with a nib broken , that writes no more
a person in the coma , feels no life ,
empty packet of capsules , cures no more ,
a rock on the widning way ,kicked by those who pass by ,
the table swallowed by termites, students use no more ,
naked tree in Autumn , the shade has gone ,
hope is gone, love is gone , life is gone , everything has gone ,
ecstasy ,agony , repnetance and nothingness……….

palled by eerie silence

palled by eerie silence,the path i follow,
slaughtered soul and broken dreams,
inaudible,the cries of vehement vanity,
hidden faces haunting me,
stay back,go away,recolections of the past,
endless,this war of body and soul,
vengeance,illusions and miseries,
open the doors of the dark domain,
let enter,a ray of light,
a call of joy,
freedom,glory and ecstasy,
run away,from this unpaved path,
viciousness,agony and no destiny,
slay me,respond to me,cruel mysteries,
unkind clutches of disperesed tragedies,
unspoken ansers,unsolved queries,
return to me,for i have lost you all,
the feeling of innocence,
the bliss of the morn,
sensations of divinty,
infidel i am,violate laws of Nature,
repent,yet despair for my deeds,
swivelling hopes,horrifying thuderclaps,
wash the frigid detestion,tears of the sky,
maksed hatred,uveiled suffereings,
decided for me, by decree of fate,
essence of life on the pages of destiny,
palled by eerie silence,the path i follow,
slaughtered soul and broken dreams

burning meloncholy…

the candle flame,the dim frail light,
iluminate the dark,the tears of wax,
cast shadows of remineces forgotten,
i stand there,wait from dusk to dawn,
the wish of catching a glimpse of ur face,so radiant,
limitless fable of grief and sadness,
living inside this dead,dreadly statue,
adorn my silence, your enchanting smile,
burn the aura,the hell in your eyes,
die the stormy winds in ur feet,
blow life in my veins!!
virtual images,false reflections,
haunt me,slay me,i am not dead,
come and elude me,from the malignant thoughts,
captivate my soul,my poetry and dreams,
set me free,requests the injured spirit,
the spell that maddens me day and night

reprise…

conceals from me, in the dark, shadow of mine,
empty silence, myself, and this cold wind,
dead silences speak, striving for its existance,
in the corner of the room, the dim flame of the canle,
sky embeded with stars, illuminated by twilight,
looking through the misty windows, my eyes, the reprise,
dissolved in this nights are moments of delight,
where has all my anxiety gone??
or lost i am, on the border of peace and harmony,
living in this moent, my whole life,
jingles , songs and ballads, replete with ecstasy, delight,
my veis feeling ultimate sensations , my soul is alive,
state of oblivion, raptures revive,
who has come, my soul is alive ,
the moon makes mischiefs, it plays and hides,
ebbs and flows of thisunfathommable sea, its majestic delight,
call of the mystic, or a cryptic apparition,
immortality, sacracy, within me ignites,
in this flame, nebulous , divine,
the stars witneesing the the pure scene,
for the fire in burn in, not in temples, nor in shrines

reprise

cold dark nites, stars twinklin in the dark sheet..
the dim falme of the candle, its existance in this cold wind..
where has all my restlesnes gone..
or i stand on the border of peace..
what is the romance in this cold dark nite..
the spel on the stars , the majestic delight..
a festival of celebrated dreams and old memories..
i see it through the misty window panes..
who has come..my soul is alive
my veins rejoicing the moment..
songs and balads that come to my domain again..
radiance, warmth, love, ecstasy in this cold dark nite..
this foggy air , the nebulous reprsie.
the tunes of the songs we sang together on the boats..
the tunes, the melody we gave to the seas..
am i an unfathommable ocean of hope and faith?
my soul mellows down..
my veins feel..
let this moment b lived forever..
for i m immortal, i ignite..
in this falme so radiant and divine..
pure ,sacred..i m a temple or a shrine..
lost in the domain of my ecstasy..

rain drops

rain drops,sliding down the window pains,
the wind,blathering my loneliness,
erratic illusions of those gone away,
unsaid words,elegiac feelings,haunting me..
illusions,apprehensions,all around me,,
majestic,inelluctible,my torn feelings,,
nay! rain! dont touch my veins,
for i m a catastrophed city of fading hopes
expectations being burried within myself,
i m a grave,of virulent deeds
tarnished lives,and etheal dreams,
tears of sky,drench my soul.
depreaved,cryptic laughters of the thunderclap,
darkness,,loneliness..everywhere..
vagrant i m,a coast of a tempestuous sea,
having no anchorage of bliss and light

incompleteness….

i am the moon,epitome of incompletness,
grievous,aloof,adorned by meloncholy,
gazing at the jumbled tragedies,
my existancxe,dimishing in the dark,
i see beneath..
light perching in the street lamps,
burnt,tottered anticipations in hearts..
dewy eyes,moaning at treacherous moments,
dying tales of bliss and joy,
horrendous ends to tarnished lives,
i just conceal my self in dark,
scared,useless,my uneffectual desires,
incarcerated in the gloom i am,l;et me out!!
hush! listen to the cries of the woe begone,
circumscribed pain,of harmony aT an estuary,
my flickering light exibits the hideous chambers,
annexes them.the expatiating dark,
exibits the secret of derdicts,
entangled in the cycle ,decided by the decree of fate,
ecstasy,pain.chaos and nothingless,
grasped in the clutches of inevitable sins
and death dancing at the latitude of life..