Archive for July, 2008

rosary of memories

July 9, 2008
Some memories of love with me,
Some talks, some songs, some moments,
I am giving them now, I am letting go,
As beads of a rosary, in a world of mortality

The mischief in my eyes, to that kid on street,
Lending my hand to that beggar with no feet,
Eyes that see only dark, I gift them my dreams,
The wait to the lamp in mist, that beams,

A part of care for the people in old homes,
A part of love for the librarian in clothes torn,
To the student failed in exams, I lend a part of glee,
To the sad nightingale, my songs, the melody,

Ball`e douxes to that widow of twenty four,
Our anniversary cake, to one sleeping on road,
Laughter with the crippled in hospital,
For the burn arms, I send my bangles,

A part of respect to this girl humiliated in day light,
Sweater to the guard standing in the cold night,
Our rains to barren lands, our songs to those on sails,
My smiles to the orphans and farmers of vale,

Some memories of love with me,
Some talks, some songs, some moments,
I am giving them now, I am letting go,
As beads of a rosary, in a world of mortality

kingdom of the damned

July 9, 2008
I’ve to go now, I’ve the invitation,
I’ve to embark, there’s a new destination,
I’m packing light, I’ve few possessions,
A process of death and new formation,

This path is trackless, without promises,
No hopes, no dreams, no nemesis,
With every step you take, you kill your fear,
No emotions, no soul, no life, no tears…

Kingdom of the damned, that is forbidden,
A sin and you are broken into fragments,
For memories, you just have no vision,
The cycle of ego, failures and confessions,

The broken glass of ecstasy lies ahead,
I bleed with every step, I dread…
No return from this labyrinth so dark,
I am lost in this hell so vast…

Stay away from this world so treacherous,
Beyond this heaven is a hell horrendous,
“Love” slaughters you in every breath you take,
moral of every story so innovate….

vague meloncholy

July 9, 2008
A forgotten character of a forgotten love story,
Slaying every moment, a lethal memory,
Hide me in your arms, O night! I am so alone,
My heart and soul are so forlorn….

The past be love, what is it now?
That haunts me, kills me, and howls,
Ticking of the clock in this silence so eerie,
The candle moaning at my despair, my melancholy,

Love a candle in the wind, loneliness its moral,
A nice punishment I suffer from images immortal,
Return to me my passion, return to me my glee,
I am burning in my feelings, return their currency,

You should have taken every recollection,
Your thoughts striking my imagination,
In a castle of spirits I dwell,
My pain and rage at culmination.

The leaves rattle, heaven sheds tears with me,
I sit on the grave of catastrophic dreams,
Do me just the last favour, one last revelation,
How to escape from this domain forsaken?

the last prelude

July 9, 2008

Take me with you this time,
Come, hold my hand,
I have run after you
In all domains, lands…

Yelling at life in utter fear,
Glimpses of you….you disappear…
Chasing you in all labyrinths of life…
Unpaved paths where hope dies

Come and show me your beauteous face,
Take me over with eternal grace,
Let the real and abstract unite,
I‘ve chased you all my life….

I’ve searched for you in sleepless nights,
Burning photographs, barren shrines,
Broken promises, paradoxical lines,
Tarnished dynasties of aims sublime,

As in the sky sinks the sun,
On the threshold of the dark kingdom,
In the dead land of joy and glee,
Nothingness, ecstasy!

Looking for you in the lunar eclipse,
Where no ego and rage exists,
In moments, I was lonely, desperate,
End the chapter, “decree of fate”

For the last time, come to me,
Take me to my last journey,
Where no love, no grief prevails,
Come “death”, it’s time to navigate…