Archive for August, 2008

set me free….

August 5, 2008
Do you hear me o my dear lord?
Just please, finish this book of my life….
I am broken, I have failed…
End it now dear lord, let me die….

I have fulfilled my every obligation,
Be it you or any relation,
Life—a series of sacrifices you see,
Dear lord, now, please set me free…

Shattered beads are my days, my nights,
Dreams, hopes, smiles, all crucified…
So much pain wrote your divine pen,
And for joys, it came to an end…

Friends, family, I am afraid of these ties,
Bright days, just a pack of lies…
Neither radiance nor I ask for glee,
Break this chain of breaths, set me free….

Walk on this damned path, my tired feet,
Broken dreams, now my eyes bleed…
I am calling you aloud; listen to me O lord…
Weary, failed, I raise my hands so empty…

Let your earth hide me six feet beneath,
Where all my loved ones enjoy eternal sleep…
For your sake, grant me this only and last wish…
Finish this book of my life, set me free…….

sunshine and morn

August 5, 2008
Ecstasy, freshness, joy intertwined
Heaven erupts a ray of sunshine,
Take me with you, wherever you go!
Grassy meadows with flowers in rows,

Standing at the window filtering the sun,
Gazing at the buds spiting with fun,
O Sunshine! Make me like you, gentle, divine,
Spreading on earth, a dress so sublime,

Casting your shadow on everything, you touch,
Waves of the river beaming with love,
The joy of the cuckoo larking in sky,
Blossoms and fruits, on stems so high!

I embrace you, the world goes brighter,
A new harvest, off goes the piper,
Jingle bells and the angels on the brook,
Mellow laughers on swings in woods,

Humble gratitude for my Lord’s gift,
Generous sunshine, so sweet, so swift…
Silent prayer of joy, call of the mystic,
And well wishes for everyone , in my casket

sunshine and morn

August 5, 2008
Ecstasy, freshness, joy intertwined
Heaven erupts a ray of sunshine,
Take me with you, wherever you go!
Grassy meadows with flowers in rows,

Standing at the window filtering the sun,
Gazing at the buds spiting with fun,
O Sunshine! Make me like you, gentle, divine,
Spreading on earth, a dress so sublime,

Casting your shadow on everything, you touch,
Waves of the river beaming with love,
The joy of the cuckoo larking in sky,
Blossoms and fruits, on stems so high!

I embrace you, the world goes brighter,
A new harvest, off goes the piper,
Jingle bells and the angels on the brook,
Mellow laughers on swings in woods,

Humble gratitude for my Lord’s gift,
Generous sunshine, so sweet, so swift…
Silent prayer of joy, call of the mystic,
And well wishes for everyone , in my casket

sea in eclipse

August 5, 2008
Waves wash down the written names,
Deep blue sea, where darkness reigns,
Standing on the coast, viewing the dark castle,
Waiting for a tempest disguising a miracle,

They say behind these dark walls dwells an empress,
Empowers rage, sade, nothingness, sadness,
The day you meet her as the sea meets the shore,
Disturbed for good, your heart, mind and soul…

Off goes her veil and starts the eclipse,
Sinking my thoughts, my words, verses,
Darkness of the lashes, now shadows the sun,
Twinkling stars of midnight, mercilessly shunned…

Cursed the coast, by touch of her solitude,
Black hair opens, damnation continues,
Her cloak palls horizon, nearer to me she moves,
“Trespassers of forbidden sanctuary, it’s time to be sued”

Stabs me in my heart, begins a tempest,
Queries unsatisfied, thoughts restless,
Another demise in the endless book of necromancy,
The fable hallucinates in the sea’s currecy

the last plea

August 5, 2008

If that were a lie, repeat it for me please,
For me are your hopes, your joys, your dreams,
Haunt me more, say you love me,
A lie once again, kill me, slay me…

Emerge like a thunderclap from my darkened past,
My love, a black rose in this damned path,
I hear your laughter once, I am so alone,
Imprisoned in your memories, my heart, my soul…

Show me the world behind your broken promises,
And Ill show mine with repentance, nemesis,
Show me the mansion built with my dashed hopes,
A domain where no sadness, no memory grows…

The night so full of your vivid images,
Unerased your script, on these pages….
Go away, you have taken all from me,
My faith, my passion, my mischief, my glee..

A lie once again, a false enunciation,
My last breath, only your possession,
So I die today with my broken heart,
Leaving behind all memories , damned past

eclipse of a betrayed soul

August 5, 2008
A withered rose lies in this dark domain,
Heaven weeps silently in this cruel eclipse,
A damned love story buried in the broken grave,
Lies behind the forbidden castle of spirits…

Rain of memories, erosion of the grave,
Corpse enlivened, blown the candles,
Winds of the past, immersing in veins,
Soul enchained in repentance again…

Hurricane of past, the wrath of the tempest,
Clutches of agony, chains of nothingness,
Ashes of frankincense, the withered petals…
The stars demise, images shattered…

The eclipse, the dark, the cosmic, witness…
The corpse of truth, love and innocence,
Darkness cites the story of this girl,
The eclipse kisses the beauty of heaven….

empty handed………

August 5, 2008
A grief disguised in these moments celestial,
Tears fall down form these mesmerizing eyes…
A mansion of glee standing on pillars of sadness…
Burning dreams giving birth to eternal happiness…

Door closed for me, forbidden land of glee,
A life in dark, the world around beams,
Soul scorched, hope is not for me,
No end to my sad story…

So many relations, none is mine…
My track, curses, life combine,
Petals for them, thorns for the bleeding heart,
Ashes of memories swaying in dark….