Archive for November, 2008

the lost chapter

November 12, 2008
the prologue

Waves wash down the written names,
Deep blue sea, where darkness reigns,
Standing on the coast, viewing the dark castle,
Waiting for a tempest disguising a miracle,

They say behind these dark walls dwells an empress,
Empowers rage, sade, nothingness, sadness,
The day you meet her as the sea meets the shore,
Disturbed for good, your heart, mind and soul…

Off goes her veil and starts the eclipse,
Sinking my thoughts, my words, verses,
Darkness of the lashes, now shadows the sun,
Twinkling stars of midnight, mercilessly shunned…

Cursed the coast, by touch of her solitude,
Black hair opens, damnation continues,
Her cloak palls horizon, nearer to me she moves,
“Trespassers of forbidden sanctuary, it’s time to be sued”

Stabs me in my heart, begins a tempest,
Queries unsatisfied, thoughts restless,
Another demise in the endless book of necromancy,
The fable hallucinates in the sea’s currency

Waves wash down the written names,
Deep blue sea, where darkness reigns,
Standing on the coast, viewing the dark castle,
Waiting for a tempest disguising a miracle,

They say behind these dark walls dwells an empress,
Empowers rage, sade, nothingness, sadness,
The day you meet her as the sea meets the shore,
Disturbed for good, your heart, mind and soul…

Off goes her veil and starts the eclipse,
Sinking my thoughts, my words, verses,
Darkness of the lashes, now shadows the sun,
Twinkling stars of midnight, mercilessly shunned…

Cursed the coast, by touch of her solitude,
Black hair opens, damnation continues,
Her cloak palls horizon, nearer to me she moves,
“Trespassers of forbidden sanctuary, it’s time to be sued”

Stabs me in my heart, begins a tempest,
Queries unsatisfied, thoughts restless,
Another demise in the endless book of necromancy,
The fable hallucinates in the sea’s currency

The domain is cursed, banished the sunshine,
Angelic appearances, devilish deeds,
This is how it goes, but life,
A mirage of the sinful, the divine

the monologue

‘Who has slept the God or me?
Changes emerge from infidelity!
Atheist I am, my crown—my cruelty,
A saga of pain leads to serenity”

“I will shatter innocence, simplicity,
Break the thread of this divine rosary,
An angel the Satan also was,
Unfulfilled was his desired decree”

“I can walk on the path of my choice,
Why to choose piety?
Unanswered prayers, sacrifices,
Are endows of religiosity”

Why remember God if He doesn’t remember us?
“True love gives no agony”
the fellow men should not be hurt,
but what if He writes such a destiny”

“Doomsdays come and they go,
Forgotten His promise, has He?
I can’t revert the past, alas!
Punished I was for my undid deeds”

“Snatched was my honor, my glee,
Did the God not see?
Are these principles not cruel?
Seeing every time your hands empty”

“ Imurdered innocence in my dark domain,
I am no sinner, believe me,”
Says the empress to herself,
“A soul, from pain, I released”

the revival

Wakened up is the dead girl,
“I am an angel personified,
And to make the good reign,
My Lord has granted me life.

For sure, The Hand writes destiny,
And He pens our demise,
We always get what we deserve,
My dear, it is life!

Tell me after bearing all this,
Are you still not alive?
Becoming evil is all but your choice,
And for what you did you cry!”

You re did what was done to you,
You thought that was fine,
For what did you punish me?
Would you please cite me my crime?

Past cannot be changed, I agree,
But still continues your life,
And He gives, and forgives,
And extends for you the time

Did you ever ask him again?
For your honor, a cloud nine,
You became a Satan’s disciple,
And forgot Him in your pride”

“We architect our own fate,
Witness the dark and sunshine,
It is the One above testing,
What I make of mine”

“You blame Him, You forget Him,
He gives you no more pain,
And you cladded yourself in a shell,
Of gore and disdain”

“You forget to become a human first,
To become the God, you tried,
You wanted the evil to reign,
Gave innocence every time a demise,”

“To your self imposed principles,
You subjected your life,
To make yourself satisfied,
Yes, you sinned, you lied”

repentance

Shunned is the dark domain,
The castle turns to debris,
The shell gets broken and behold,
Cries a sinned spirit

“I forgot the code of my life,
The God, I did blame,
I walked on the track,
Leading to nothingness and pain..

My hands turned to claws,
That I never saw,
I am in fact nothing of nothing,
Before my supreme Lord.

I condemned God for my fate,
Denied Him heart in heart,
Closed my eyes for the light,
And became a dice in dark

I was the supporter of what I hated,
I murdered, I stole, I lied,
To quench my vampire thirst,
I tarnished so many lives.

I can’t go in front of my Lord,
No mercy I can ask for,
I stabbed my self with my sword,
And now I repent, I cry….

death

The empress was now a human being,
Her claws turned to hands,
Washed were her sins with here tears,
Mercy to her was lent…

She now rests in her grave,
That no one ever visits,
A lost chapter she is now,
Like a leaf in wind, that drifts

story in eyes

November 12, 2008
Eyes, these mesmerizing eyes, reveal a sacred story,
Buried in soul, the secrets of love, the infinite misery,
Venom of repentance runs in my corpse, static estuary,
Bleeding feet walking on labyrinths, heart pealing for mercy

The moment of separation, a statue I remain,
Frozen, alone, I stand, the memory sustains,
Empty handed now I am, was king of my domain,
Signs to return vanish, I stare, insane.

Haunted by the cold wind, the past seduced,
Again sing the dead leaves, the autumn prelude,
Images of you and I in shades of trees nude,
The eyes shed tears, ahhh, reminiscence intrudes,

Burning chapters of my life, scorched each page,
No moral of this fable, no script, no dates,
Three characters it all has, love, repentance and rage,
Life keeps oscillating between love and hate

Venom of repentance runs in my corpse, static estuary,
Bleeding feet walking on labyrinths, heart pealing for mercy,
No affection left for me now, destined I Am with this destiny,
Buried in soul, the secrets of love, the infinite misery,

candles in the wind

November 2, 2008
prologue

This time I narrate a story,
Of some candles possessing some traits,
And among them there was a candle,
Small, fragile and frail…

The traits belonged to the human soul,
Each having individual identity,
The entered into a sad discussion,
Talked about their catalepsy…

the first candle

“Every time as I ignite,
All I get is my banished light,
I hope I will never glow,
Wicked wind wins the fight…”

“Blood shedding extinguishes my wick,
Red I have turned from white,
I have failed, every time I tried,
There’s no purpose of my life”

“I am a lost word in treaties,
Slain mercilessly in wars,
I am the melancholic “peace”,
Caught in corrupt claws.”

the second candle

“I never ignited my friend,
Never blessed with any flame,
I am in the pages,
With which children play in rain,”

“I am a business,
A deal, a policy,
Always a querry,
In assemblies…”

“I was made to spread light,
But shortened is my life,
No value I have, no destination,
I am dying, my name is education

the third candle

“I didn’t light for ages,
Infuriation has melted me,
Tears of wax, I shed now,
I”m lost in books holy…”

“Difference of opinions , I am killed,
Waiting for some one, I am killed,
A comment sarcastic, I am killed,
Every moment, every second, I am killed….”

“My name is “patience” my friends,
Devoid am I of any existence,
And now I fade for good,
In front of you, I lie dead…”

the forth candle

I was the crown of the strong,
Whatever impossible, I did,
Walking alone on paths so long,
Hurdles I removed, I kicked…

Tables I used to turn,
The world I did won,
I ruled dynasties, made legacies,
Made my slave, the glowing sun,

Crushed I was in dishonesty,
With merit I was hung,
My friends I am “faith”
Who used to do the undone

the fifth candle–epilogue

The frail candle still burned,
With all her might, she glowed,
“A little light can shatter darkness,
We can make merry out of gore”

We all shall rule the world again,
We all will revive,
Whenever you will fade,
I‘ll give you my light,

Frail am I, but we shall reach destiny,
To the sky we shall go,
And I won’t let you die ever,
For my name is “hope”

border of nothingess

November 2, 2008

I stand on the border of nothingness; my soul hurts with bruises….
Followed the map of sadness, betrayals, unfulfilled promises….
Empty are my hands, nothing left after my sacrifices…..
Murky is my path, past haunting me with images….

Searching in ashes of time, life’s weird mystery….
Penetrating in my veins, love’s cruel misery…
Concealed in my soul, the infinite tragedy,
Hell is where you stand when ends ecstasy.

Tears, loneliness, repentance; my assets, my possessions,
Demise of emotions, curses in reincarnation,
Unsaid words, plea for the last narration,
I repent, I despair, my soul imprisoned in hallucinations.

Life —the quiet strange riddle,
Pierce me, memories,ah, their needles…
I stand on the border of nothingness; my soul hurts with bruises….
Followed the map of sadness, betrayals, unfulfilled promises