eclipsed

My empty hands, smoke in my eyes,
Scorched desires, hope that dies,
Fantasy of rich, the point of demise,
Left in my lap, here it survives.

Unfulfilled wishes and my inaudible cries,
Buried in my soul, they wake up, revive,
Paradox my life, acceptance, denials,
A fable with deprivations concise.

Horrendous winds, the fierce propulsion,
Each rain drop craving my unsaid temptation,
Stagnant life in catastrophic levitation,
No way to eschew my emotional eruption.

A morsel I yearn for, no shoes in my feet,
Poverty snatches dreams from my sleep,
Eerie silence palling me, dark eclipse I see,
Barren tree, the weeping shade and incomplete me.

fragile world of my dreams

There is a fragile world of my dreams,
Love, memories I build it from,
Lost in wilderness of dark, wherever it seems,
Oblivious, I walk on, I dream on….

My world, a dice on board of destiny,
Starts in myself, ends in my spirit,
Everlasting love, lasting to eternity,
Oblivious, a mythical image I worship…

Statues of hidden past, I engrave…
Frozen where left, I crave,
I still stand on that static stage,
Searching within, smoke of my rage…

Tears of wax, photographs, torn letters,
Apparitions, You, I, the only characters.
Give me a moment of affection , just once.
Together, as this wick and the candle.

Let me be blasphemous, let me touch this sanctity,
Shatter the beads of this ethereal rosary,
Lonesome, this cruel December, I, incomplete.
If your sight ever tempts for me…

Sinking in night, painted by eerie silence.
Levitating my verses in your absence…
Lost in wilderness of dark, wherever it seems,
Oblivious, I walk on, I dream on….

plea to a mythical goddess

Nay, don’t touch me, don’t touch my sleep,
Allure me not, for you ignite within me,
Seducing my soul, leaving it incomplete,
Oh mythical goddess, don’t haunt me…

A moment of your presence, a moment of ecstasy,
A moment of silence, a moment of serenity,
A moment of darkness, a moment of religiosity,
A moment of demise, a moment of melancholy,

Your shadows, I chase on murky labyrinths,
In virtues, vice, my finite existence
The insane temptation now born within,
Free me from myself, my deadliest sins,

Nay don’t unite with me, for you slay me,
Virtual reflections echo and I bleed,
Go away; your breaths suffocate me,
You are all I crave for, all that I need…

You mythical goddess of memories, emerge into reality,
Sink into me, a journey of mortality to immortality,
Seducing my soul, leaving it incomplete,
Oh mythical goddess, don’t haunt me